An Excuse To Be A Kid Again

I don’t feel like an adult in my head. Maybe it’s just me, but every grown-up decision I have to make is done so with almost a sense of play-acting. This is the job for an older person, but they’re not here and these are my own responsibilities. I guess I have to do it.

Random nonsense and insanity just come to me more naturally. The bizarre humor that rushes through my head is decades below my own age group and doesn’t even need an audience to spring up.

The perfect example would be my wife’s note to Olivia’s teacher. Left sitting upon her open schoolbag, the message read:

“Dear Mrs. Teacher. Please dismiss Olivia to the auditorium after school today for Girl Scouts. Thank you, Mrs. Guttman.”

Simple stuff. Just shove that in the backpack and be on your way.

My immediate instinct? To grab a pen and write:

“PS: Please send me $45 as soon as possible.”

I pictured my daughter’s teacher reading it in confused shock. I imagined the uncomfortable phone call that would follow.

Hi, uh…Mrs. Guttman? This is Olivia’s teacher. Why do you want me to send you $45?

What are you talking about?

The note you wrote.

What note?

The note asking me for $45!

sillyNeedless to say, I doubled over in hysterics as if another person, rather than my own subconscious, was telling me all of this. I genuinely could not stop laughing for a full minute. It was embarrassing. Luckily no one was awake to see it.

Unluckily, I felt the need to share this whole thing with my wife later in the day, who just looked at me blankly. I couldn’t keep myself from laughing like a lunatic as I told it and even the contagious nature of my giggling couldn’t get the sheer genius of my comedic mind across.

Olivia thought it was funny though. Then again, Olivia is eight and that’s sort of the problem. Our senses of humor are perfectly aligned. I tell myself that she must be very mature for her age. It beats the alternative.

Then again, it’s hard to convince myself that I’m not a giant kid when I think about how I spent two weeks stretching clear tape across doorways in my house all so I could trick my family members into walking into them. Olivia managed to avoid the trap a hundred times.

It was the hundred and first time that got her. I laughed my head off. She did too.

I have so many videos of her screaming as I jump out in an Incredible Hulk mask or from beneath a pile of dolls. When she was in first grade, she had to fill out one of those Father’s Day questionnaires. For the end of the statement, “I like when my dad…”, she wrote “…scares me.” I don’t know if I was relieved or concerned over the fact that I didn’t get a teacher phone call for that one.

As is usually the case with a post like this, I imagine that many people think my son isn’t involved in our ridiculous world. The fact that he’s non-verbal keeps him from understanding many traditional jokes or pranks. Lucky for us, not all of our jokes are traditional.

If I had to pick the best one, though, it would be the pullback game. It was discovered on accident, took real commitment, and could have very well gone the wrong way.

Basically I grab him as he’s running around at a fever pace. I hold him tightly in place until he desperately tries to squirm away. At that point, I let go.

Go ahead. You can go.

The second he starts to get up, I grab him with both arms and pull him back in.

Oh no you don’t! Get back here! Ah ha ha!

He chuckles.

With a game like this, it’s all about the repetition. I continue doing it until he no longer finds it funny. He grows annoyed and will sometimes whine at me. Enough is enough. He’s now unhappy. It’s the point where most mature parents will say to themselves, “OK. The game is over.”

But, as I mentioned, I’m not all that mature…and this game is more certainly not over.

I look him squarely in the face and, in my most serious voice, say, “Fine. Fine. Fine. You can go. Go ahead. Go.”

He scoots off my lap, takes a step, and gets yanked right back again as I maniacally cackle.

Nah ah! No no no! I got you!

disneyThis gets the biggest laugh of them all. It’s one of the weirdest games we play because it seems to fly in the face of basic parenting. Whether your child is on the Autism spectrum or not, you’re supposed to end the game when they tell you to end the game. Yeah? Not in my house, kiddo.

If it doesn’t seem like this game is all that juvenile, keep in mind that there’s no set time for it to occur. In other words, it will sometimes cause my wife to exclaim, “Do you have to do this when I’m trying to get his shoes on?”

To which I reply, “Yes. Yes I do.”

I’m just a kid. That’s the bottom line. In many ways, I feel like I’ve waited my whole life to be a dad. Many things that are supposed to annoy me as a parent don’t. My kids want to go to Toys R Us? Me too. I love looking at toys. With the exception of being begged for a present the whole time, the place itself is great. Before children, people sometimes gave me weird looks when I skipped through the action figure aisle. Now they think, “What a great dad.”

Suckers.

For anyone with a lost childhood or moments they wish they could have back, parenthood is a second chance. You can be the kid you wanted to be and get applause for doing so. Sure there are tough grown-uppy decisions to be made and you should make them in a tough grown-uppy way. Once you’re done with that, though, go back to having fun. It’ll keep you feeling young…even when the rest of the world is intent on making you feel old.

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3 comments

  1. I’m not sure I needed an excuse to be a kid again. I’ve been a musician all my life and that’s always been a strong connection to being playful!

    What you say about having in-jokes with children made me laugh. The day my daughter passed wind and blamed the neighbour’s cat was a proud one for me 🙂

    I also blog about parenting creativity on my own dad blog at http://cruddad.com/category/creativity/

    I’ve started following you on Twitter and look forward to reading more of your posts in the future.

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